After months of fumbling, delaying and making up ridiculous excuses regarding my incorrect choice of film, I finally shot the first 12 frames in my Bronica EC. I found it so difficult to release the shutter on that very first frame, to let go and create something entirely personal. Maybe the enormity of this one act made me completely fearful of the failure involved. With only have 12 frames, how do you make each a pièce de résistance. Fear, uncertainty and the inability to instantly see your results/successes or failures had caused me to procrastinate, to put off. Until today.
Although the images below are digitally captured, it gives a clear perspective of my personal direction while shooting with the Bronica EC. Hopefully the film negatives will yield something similar, if not softer and more intimate, similar and alike I hope to a faint memory or dream.